I’m still letting other people’s opinions control how I communicate and what I say.
How long is it going to take before I truly set myself free and just write for ME? How long is it going to take before I stop censoring myself and just speak my truth, in my own words and stop worrying about how it is received?
Adulting is hard enough… peopleing is going to be the death of me.
I need to learn to let go of my fear of abandonment… that’s a hard one. But it’s exhausting. I spend more time than I would care to admit, every single day, worrying about people in my life and whether or not they will stay in my life. And let’s just be frank… I spend a fucking lot of time worried that my friends hate me because I unknowingly did something epically stupid.